Longing For Goddess

I know how badly you long for Goddess. you crave My attention. you need it. We may have never even exchanged words. But there is something that pulls you in... Draws you close to Me. Once Goddess has made an impact in your life She will always be there in some way or another. No matter how badly you try to shake Me, I will always be there in the back of your mind, every Goddess after Me will NEVER be able to compare. Sure, I'm young, blonde and beautiful, but My words, My way of moving, My sadistic and manipulative, and beautiful mind, the way My smile pulls you in... Nothing comes close. Nothing.

you find yourself lurking My pages, sometimes more frequently than others. Maybe you haven't been here in a few months after frequent lurking in the past... Welcome back, you weak eager thing. My twitter captivates you, My blog is mesmerizing... My clips and My photos excite you and drive you. you crave serving Goddess so badly.. Goddess sees every view, every visitor on this blog. I see how often you visit and for how long, and I'm sure that excites you. Every single time you cross My pages I see you. I see your desperation, I can feel your desire, and yet I won't say a word.... you see, Goddess doesn't need you. Maybe there was a time I cared for you, or there is a possibility that I could care for you IF you made an effort, but Goddess is NOT interested in a game of cat and mouse. Nope. I don't need to work for a subs attention. I get plenty. What Goddess wants is pleasure, something that feels good 24/7.I want a plaything that plays on My terms. I want what I want. Goddess wants to see how eager you are to please Me. Lurking on My page does nothing. All it does is shows Me how much of a coward you are. And no this isn't referencing to one particular sub, drop that ego. Do you know how many page views I get a day? How many subs who actually take the plunge and apply? But let's be honest most who apply never hear back from Goddess because I don't entertain those who do not interest Me. Let Me make it clear, I don't need subs to survive. I am well off. I am young, successful and I have everything I could ever need and more.... Multiple homes, cars, material items and assets. However, I love to take from My subs, little by little, taking control and power from them. Nothing hotter than taking control of a male who walks around in the Vanilla world like an "alpha male." LOL. Ohhhh you think your mr. big executive? Not in My World. Here you exist to SERVE ME. Cater to Me. My good boys want to make Me richer and richer, stronger and more powerful. My good boys keep Goddess happy...

What doesn't do anything for Goddess??? your longing, the amount of lurking... Yes I see you, but I don't need you. you need Me, if you didn't you wouldn't be here. Something keeps bringing you back. Something is missing in your life and it's becoming very clear that the thing that is missing is ME. I don't care if you feel guilt or shame for past actions, I don't care if you're scared and don't think you can meet My high standards. My site has a chat box, I know you've seen it, I know some of you squirm every time you come on My page thinking that Goddess will personally greet you. Nope. I have better things to do than approach multiple subs a day. The chat box is there sub, what you choose to do with it is up to you, waste it and it's your loss. Living without Goddess sucks, I know. you try to replace Me or find an easier option and it never works. Because easier isn't fulfilling for either party. Easy gets old and boring fast. There is nothing exciting about being rewarded for doing little to nothing. There is nothing hot about predictability, and there is nothing hot about getting what you want when you want it. (As the sub obvs.)

Goddess should always get what Goddess wants, and if you don't give it to Me someone else will.) As a sub you crave to be challenged yet you hold yourself back... you settle at times. How sad for you... But remember, you will never be in My life unless you take the first step. My presence online is less and less lately as I have so much going on in My life and with My good boys. I have lucrative priorities, and if those priorities don't involve you on some less, so sad, too bad for you. I'll be off living My fabulous life in the meantime... Maybe one day you'll be a part of it... Doubtful but whatever. :)