How Goddess Makes It Hurt So Good

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It’s something so simple, yet it gives you the biggest thrill. Not only is it thrilling but you also experience a surge of endorphins… A surge so strong, so intense, that it makes you feel so complete, happy and whole. It’s like fireworks going off inside your whole body. you never want them to stop. Ultimate bliss. Let’s be honest, a pleasure of this magnitude cannot be accurately described unless it’s felt. (And how desperately you long to feel it.) A pleasure that cannot be replicated. Anywhere. And I know that you’ve tried. And that’s why you’re back here, you failed. Miserably. Reading these words now, you’re hoping to somehow duplicate those feelings and sensations you once felt… But at a “safe” distance…

But let’s be honest…

Distance, no matter how far away you may be, can never keep you from Goddess. you will always feel drawn to Me, you constantly crave to worship Me, even when you don’t realize that you are, because it’s where you belong. Do you remember the last time you felt complete? Felt those endorphins surging throughout your body? I do… But for you, everything feels so close yet, so far away. The fact of the matter is, is that those feelings are completely unreachable to you on your own. It’s a shame isn’t it? It’s time to face the reality pet, without Goddess you will never feel whole. Nor will you ever feel the purest and most intense form of pleasure and bliss ever again. you need Goddess. Admit it. Without Goddess you’re going to live a life full of unsatiated hunger… Unless, you just. Give. In. Do you like the feeling of starvation pet? Do you love living in constant pain? Inside you’re nothing but an empty bottomless pit. It’s like an itch that you are unable to scratch, and the hunger developing to satisfy that itch, is eating you alive. Slowly you’re dying inside, feeling less alive, nothing feels as good as it did when you were serving Goddess. Worshipping every last inch of My perfection. you’re numb. Everything feels less purposeful now, and you feel more and more useless with every day that passes by. It won’t be much longer now… This can go one of two ways pet, so don’t be an idiot and make another decision that you 100% will live to regret. Every one makes mistakes, it’s human nature... But idiots, make multiple. Lessons can be learned, but things actually have to be absorbed into your head for it to be considered a lesson. you have to really want to change those bad patterns and unpleasant reoccurring behaviors. Learning from your mistakes isn’t a bad thing, it’s actually essential for you to succeed in life as a person and of course as a sub. But in this case, Goddess isn’t talking about vanilla education, I’m talking about lessons that Goddess can help you learn… The ones that tend to hurt, but also help you grow… (In more ways than one.) Lessons can be meaningless pet, if you don’t actually learn anything… So you must open your mind and take every last bit of information in, when you do that you can then effectively apply that information into your life. (Into our lives.) Teaching a sub multiple lessons or the same lesson over and over can get tiring for Goddess. It’s actually exhausting. Sure punishment can be exciting, erotic, and so very hot, but there are also cases where punishment can feel like a never ending task… And a Goddess shouldn’t ever be burdened with such a thing. you work for Goddess not the other way around. Goddess doesn’t want to get bored within a relationship, just like any of Her subs. And did you forget that Goddess’s always comes first? Any relationship should maintain a spark, a relationship should be exciting, intense, extremely pleasurable, and at the same time full of growth. Relationships should never feel mundane, repetitive, destructive, or full of constant negativity, or involve disrespect and bad behavior. When these things occur communication is 100% essential to stop these things at once. Think of it this way… Picture that Goddess and you are on the beach… And our relationship is the sand. The water, tide and the waves are obstacles, conflict, and anything negative that may arise within the relationship. Remember that Goddess is here to guide you and help you grow as a person and as a sub, She’s not here to destroy you. With Goddess you are safe, but Goddess can only do as much as you allow Her to. you need to let Goddess in. Trust Goddess and of course give consent, so in turn we can build a beautiful sandcastle together… So what happens if you as a sub make the decision to build the sandcastle too close to the water? (Even though Goddess warns you not to.) Well the tide and waves will come along and wash most of the beautiful sandcastle away... And eventually all of it. So what happens next? Goddess will attempt to guide you away from the water, so that we can rebuild in a safer and more suitable part of the beach, but at the end of the day, it’s on you as the sub to take that guidance or ignore it. Will you listen? Or will you do something stupid? Now let Goddess ask you this. How far from the water are you going to build this next sandcastle? A few inches? Feet? Meters? If you stay too close to the water and choose to continue to play there, disregarding Goddess’s advice, well, the sandcastle will have to be rebuilt over and over. Why? Because, every time that the waves come and crash into the sandcastle, it will wash it away little by little, until nothing is left. The sandcastle will never get stronger, and even though we will try to rebuild it, it will it never be the same. (Get it yet?) Some damage can never be undone. Eventually, Goddess will grow tired of having to rebuild the “sandcastle” over and over, and will ultimately walk away. The waves will then end up washing any remaining trace of our sandcastle (relationship) away. But if you’re smart and choose correctly and trust Goddess, you will take My hand and move away from the water, where there is the greatest potential to build the most beautiful sandcastle, one that is safe from the unpredictable waves. If you trust Goddess, I will continue to guide you, and our sandcastle will continue to grow and expand, and eventually that sandcastles foundation will turn to cement, and then become a beach house. A beach house has a strong foundation. The rest will then follow. A beach house is a place that is safe and strong, a place incapable of being completely washed away by the waves. The beach house will become our home. A home is something you can rebuild and even expand on, it’s something that can survive elemental challenges and even the rarest of disasters… you know, like a hurricane for instance. The more you allow Goddess to guide you, the more our relationship will grow. So, what will your choice be pet? Something that looks beautiful and feels beautiful but is fragile, complicated, incredibly unstable to the point that it can easily be washed away without a trace, and if you’re luck can be rebuilt a few times, until Goddess gets tired of it all? Or something that stands on a solid foundation, and has the potential to become a stunning beach house, a home, something that can continue to grow in strength and in value for years to come? Anyways… The point of this blog is that it gets to a point where your idiot behavior as a sub gets old. And when behavior get “old,” you become disposable, and at that point it’s nobody’s fault but your own. Being a glutton for punishment caused by your own constant idiot actions and behavior isn’t hot, it’s incredibly stupid, not to mention it’s also extremely disrespectful towards your Goddess... Being a glutton for Goddess’s punishment, well yeah that’s hot. But remember pet, Goddess will lose interest in “punishing” a sub who has repetitive destructive behavior. Constantly being destructive isn’t how you earn Goddess’s attention, it has the opposite effect… It will cause you lose it. (Not to mention its extremely emotionally and mentally draining on your Goddess. Does that sound like something that makes Goddess’s life easier?) So, now you must be asking, “Goddess? How can you make me hurt so good?” Well My pets… It’s simple. By being a good boy for Goddess. Yes, by being My. Good. boy. And do you know what pet? you might think that you’ve felt the ultimate bliss before… But that bliss can still feel so much stronger, so much more intense, euphoric and pleasurable than you can ever imagine… It can be built on… Be built even higher than before… But why talk about that here… you won’t ever reach it like this… Anyways, Good boys aren’t destructive, or rude, or disrespectful to Goddess. Good boys value Goddess’s time and attention, as these are things that can very easily be lost. Goddess deserves respect every day, not just when you feel like it. Does it really feel good being rude to Goddess? Do you think it makes you powerful? (It doesn’t by the way.) Does being rude to Goddess and getting a negative reaction from Goddess feel anywhere near as good as when you’re being a good boy?

No it doesn’t. At the end of the day it makes everyone feel worse. It’s gross. So stop acting like an idiot. So, let’s do some math here… Goddess’s time and attention can easily be lost… And the amazing rush of endorphins, addictive pain that you constantly crave, that are impossible to replace or duplicate without Me…. Did you do the math idiot? Did it click inside your mind yet? Good subs stay in Goddess’s life. Good subs get to feel good. Idiot subs, don’t. Idiot subs will feel empty, unfulfilled, and alone, and left constantly chasing the feelings that they used to feel with Goddess. And guess what? you won’t ever find them, or feel anything that feels close them. Nothing feels as good as when you’re Goddess’s good boy. Obviously. Worshipping Goddess is a privilege, not a right. Goddess doesn’t owe you anything. And if you get a chance to worship Goddess and be in Her life, you better appreciate every single moment of it and never take a second of it for granted. Moral of the story is, don’t fuck your life up with Goddess to the point of no return…. If you already have… Enjoy your empty, hunger filled life without Me, because just reading this didn’t satisfy your hunger at all, did it?