Relapsing Into servitude Is NOT A Thing.

Originally Published November 30th, 2021 on IcyQueenO.com.

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The title says it all. And for those of you who have experienced true servitude even after some time away, know that these words are very true. There is nothing hotter than being a good boy for Goddess. Nothing feels better. Actually… The only thing that makes it even hotter is hearing those words escape from your Goddess’s lips… Those words being, “good boy.”

Those two words... you anticipate them, you crave them, you dream about them…. good boy (insert name here). I bet just thinking about it sent shivers throughout your body… Imagine hearing the real thing… Receiving real praise from Goddess’s perfect lips… There’s no day like today pet… This blog… Is going to tell why relapsing into servitude, is fake…. Are you confused? Well… let’s get into the blog then.

Every sub craves it, every sub needs it. Without the positive acknowledgement from your Goddess, without devoting yourself to your Goddess, everything you do in life feels less special. It doesn’t matter if it’s kink related, or an accomplishment that happens in your real life, hearing Goddess praise you for your efforts is everything. Nothing will ever compare, no accomplishment will ever feel as great. Doing things for other people… Doesn’t give you even close to the same rush. you need Goddess’s approval. you need Goddess’s guidance. you need Goddess period. So the question is… If you haven’t been a good boy for Goddess lately, what the hell is stopping you? Is it guilt? Is it fear? Do you fear “relapse?” See Goddess wouldn’t call servitude, a “relapse.” Goddess wouldn’t call fulfilling your purpose a “relapse.” The word relapse has such a negative connotation, and there is nothing negative about serving and worshipping your Goddess in the way that She deserves, especially when servitude also gives you intense pleasure and immeasurable personal growth beyond words. Plus… If you haven’t figured this part out yet… you can’t relapse into something that you were born to become. Honestly, if you’re going to call anything a “relapse,” Goddess would call a relapse returning to your vanilla life…. Why? Let Goddess explain, it’s really simple actually…. What is the definition of relapse?

Now, let’s go over all 3 definitions.

1. (of someone suffering a disease) Deterioration after a period of improvement….

First of all servitude is not a disease. Being a sub isn’t a disease. Being a sub, is who you are. you were born this way, and being a sub is a beautiful thing. Does serving Goddess make you feel like you’re deteriorating? Or does it fill you with a sense of purpose? Does serving Goddess make you feel better and more alive than any other experience you’ve had in life? Does serving and being guided by Goddess help you grow into a better person and sub? If all the answers are yes, then returning to serve Goddess definitely isn’t a relapse. Serving Goddess helps you grow, and it also helps you accept and fulfill your purpose and place in life. Relating servitude and being a submissive to a disease is gross. It’s who you are, and there is NOTHING wrong with who you are.

2. Return to a less active or worse state…

Hmmm… Once again, when you return to the vanilla World are you really happier without Goddess? Or are you always thinking about Goddess? If you answered yes, well that’s because you’re fighting against your true nature. Even when you’re trying to be “normal…” All you can think about is serving Goddess…. Aren’t you exhausted from always trying so hard to distract yourself and resist? Do you find yourself less productive in everything that you do? Do you find yourself constantly daydreaming about Goddess? If so, I’ll ask you this once again pet… Is relapsing actually serving Goddess? Or is relapsing when you run from servitude and are miserable living your boring, mundane vanilla life? (Constantly distracted about how things once were. And missing all the things you used to feel.)

3. A deterioration of someones state of health after a temporary improvement.

Like I stated above, Goddess makes you a better sub and human… Goddess grows with Her submissives, and we create something amazing together. Goddess improves everything about you and your life. When you run back to vanilla life, you feel lost, you feel unfulfilled and ultimately crave serving Goddess. Without Goddess, you are unhappy. So really once again… When you relapse, it isn’t serving Goddess. Relapsing, is returning to vanilla life where you just aren’t as happy. Just because you think vanilla is “normal…” But is society’s widely accepted made up definition of normalcy worth you living your life being miserable?

Now that we’ve gone over these definitions, I think we’ve discovered a common theme here haven’t we pets? you hear random “dommes” on the internet telling you to relapse for them… But those “dommes” have relapsing all wrong. Unless they are the type of “domme” who wants to literally ruin your life and leave you with nothing. Like literally destroy you and everything you have. (Sure from a fantasy perspective it might sound hot, but in reality this type of thing is very dangerous, and a lot of these “dommes” can’t separate fantasy from reality.) These so called “dommes” who don’t actually care about your mental health or about you at all, they want to take everything and then leave you broken and miserable. Those types aren’t Dommes, they are just people who hide behind a title that doesn’t belong to them, a title that they are not worthy of. Listen to Goddess pet, A true Domme, would never seriously “hurt” you beyond your limits. A true Domme wants to see Her submissives thrive while serving Her. A true Domme wants to see Her subs experience pleasure from the pain, lessons, different types of servitude, experiences, ect. She wants to watch them lead to growth, to teach you things, and for all the experiences you have together to ultimately make you a better submissive and human. Goddess wants to see you evolve. I crave it.

Has it clicked in your stubborn head yet? Serving Goddess is not a relapse. Relapsing is something that you do when you start fighting who you truly are. When you go against your own nature. Vanilla life is a relapse. Conforming to societal norms is part of a relapse. Relapses aren’t good for you, relapses are exhausting. The definition doesn’t lie, even though you try to convince yourself otherwise… Relapses make you miserable. Relapses make you feel unfulfilled. Relapses leave you craving your Goddess but still for some dumb reason you resist. It’s destructive, really. Break the cycle. Accept your place. you need Goddess. you belong with Goddess. you belong to Goddess. Mind, body, spirit, and yes even your wallet.(For those of you who feel those urges.) A part of you will always be Mine, even when you don’t realize it. Permanently connected, bonded for life and beyond.

When are you going to accept that vanilla life isn’t for you? Hm? When it’s too late? When you have lived your entire life conforming to basic ass society, feeling numb, alone, perhaps living your life along side someone who never understood you. Don’t you want to wake up before it’s too late? Dreaming about Goddess will never be enough to make you happy. your mind can never accurately recreate Me. (Every curve, every inch of My perfection, and My beautifully twisted Mind… It’s just not possible.) Maybe the real issue is you, and that you’ve served the wrong dommes in the past. Or maybe you just never truly allowed yourself to submit and let go. Maybe the fear of judgement from vanilla society kept you from embracing who you truly are. Fear can be a silly thing. So here’s the question pets, are you ready to take the steps to recover? Are you ready to end the relapse? Are you ready to give in, and build the trust back with Goddess so that you can finally give all the way in. Hmm? The thought of that excites you beyond words doesn’t it?

Goddess isn’t asking you to relapse for Me. I would never. Goddess hates societal norms, Goddess hates the thought of living in a vanilla society’s box, and also hates seeing a sub deteriorate. you have so much potential pet. Goddess is asking you to let Her guide you into self acceptance. Goddess wants you to feel fulfilled and see you truly embrace your sub nature. Goddess wants you to see you grow as a sub, and as a human. Goddess wants you to thrive, while keeping you safe, and happy. Goddess wants you to please Her, in only the way that a sub is capable of doing. So, when are you going to come home to Goddess? Come home to Goddess so you can thrive at My perfect Feet not only as My sub but also in the World as a human. Come home to Goddess so you can finally focus and grow, so you can feel real purpose, so that we can play, and feel pleasure beyond words. you know nothing will ever compare pet. It’s time to truly learn to embrace your submissive side, to embrace who you are, to embrace your enjoyment of kinks, and embrace your need to serve Goddess. your life is waiting for you on the other side… It’s time to end the relapse pet… you must be getting tired of fighting… It’s time to focus on what’s important in life… Before it’s too late. If you’re smart, you will decide to finally accept your true nature and start living your life alongside your perfect Goddess now… Or you can keep wasting your time and life until you decide to temporarily break the cycle again. Yawn. your choice. Until Next Time Goddess Liv