Thinking About Goddess.

Well, here you are again, on the other side of the screen, reading My blog. you are here for a reason, it's because you just couldn't stop thinking about Goddess. Everything about Goddess intrigues you, you feel scared, nervous, and excited beyond belief when Goddess comes to mind. What is it that excites you the most? Is it Goddess's mind? Body? Blonde Hair? Devious Eyes? My perfect legs? Let's be honest there is way too much to mention here. Once Goddess is on your mind, She's impossible to get off it. Engraved in your weak mind forever. Always reminding you of My existence. Goddess is amazing, Goddess is irreplaceable, Goddess is everything. Nothing makes you feel the way that Goddess does, and that is exactly why you are here... Again.

Here's the issue, only thinking about Goddess can be quite selfish. What benefit does thinking about Goddess do for Goddess? I know Goddess makes you hard. I know Goddess excites you. I know Goddess is everything you could ever want and more. But thinking about Goddess isn't enough. Thinking will never give you the same feeling as serving Goddess. Living in a fantasy World is an awfully lonely place to be. If only you could be noticed and acknowledged by Goddess, it would make your heart race. Communicating with Goddess is a dream. Many think about Goddess, but how many are lucky enough to engage with Her? What makes you worthy of engagement? Is this why you are reading and not speaking? Maybe you have written Goddess a message... But something inside of you stops you from hitting send. Being alone with your thoughts is quite a lonely place to be, because once the thought is gone... Goddess is gone. But Goddess was never really there in the first place was She? your thoughts were made for you in the heat of the moment, and now they are gone. So what's hotter than thinking?? Well obviously, it's being totally enslaved by Goddess in reality. Knowing that you are in your rightful place, and there is nowhere else you would rather be.

I'm always on your mind... Even when you think that I'm not. Maybe you have served Me in the past, maybe you have never served Me but crave to be Mine... The common denominator in these scenarios is that you are both desperate for Goddess's attention but are too scared to get it. So you sit here, on the other side of the screen, reading My words, fantasizing about what could be. But let Me break the reality of this situation to you, your fantasies, are just fantasies. Goddess is not a mind reader, you aren't actually serving Goddess, and Goddess doesn't care about your useless thoughts. What Goddess does care about is actual My subs making My life richer. And not just materialistically. Richer through servitude, richer through company, richer through care and yes, duh, richer financially.

When you think about Goddess you often end up here, it makes you feel closer to Me, the reality however, is that you are no closer to Me than before you came to this page. These are words that I write, yes. But the words aren't for you. The words I write here, are for Me. Everything in life, hould be about Me and for Me. your selfish endeavors onto My page are becoming more frequent, but the frequency of your visits aren't leaving you anymore satisfied than you were before you came onto My page. If anything you feel more distant and alone than you ever did before. It's counterproductive, seeing that the words that I write make you want to get closer and closer to Goddess. But just reading won't get you anywhere. you thought you could read these words and get your Goddess fix... But now you just feel hornier, even emptier and more alone than ever before. It's a vicious cycle really. you know that you need Goddess, you are so drawn to Me, so you continue to visit My pages. No matter what you do, you just can't find the words that you want to say to Me. So you continue to sit here, staring at screen, full of desire and frustration. Alone. It's cowardly. All while Goddess is being pampered, spoiled and worshipped by Her worthy subs. I would say that I pity you, but I really don't.

Yes, thoughts can be nice, but they mean more when they are reciprocated and there is an actual connection coming from the otherside. So... What can you do? Letting Goddess know that you are thinking about Her is step one. I know it's scary, courage can sometimes be hard to find, but what's the point of constantly coming here when you just leave even emptier than you felt before? The fact is that Goddess loves being worshipped by My subs. It is very hot having weak men from around the World sacrificing their lives for Me. Controlling men is what fills My heart with happiness. I couldn't live My life any other way. The question is do you have a place in My life? Do you want a place in My life? Ask yourself why you keep coming back. There is a part of you that craves to be used by Goddess, you need Me, so when are you going to finally give in? When are you going to make Goddess happy? When are you finally going to put Goddess first? Don't you want to feel complete? If you can't take the plunge, I suggest that you just stop coming back, you aren't doing yourself any favours for yourself of for Goddess, and you are just torturing yourself... There is no real satisfaction in any of this. And besides... I thought the point was to get tortured by Goddess. ;)

So what is Step 2 you ask? Taking an actual step towards the life you crave with Goddess. Maybe you need to start with an apology or by explaining yourself, or maybe you need to take the first step and introduce yourself. And no everything you've ever dreamed of won't happen overnight, but you need Goddess to notice you before anything changes. Fantasies are lonely. The only one that is truly missing out here is yourself. Maybe you want another chance, maybe you want your first chance. you will never know the outcome if you don't reach out. And yes, there is a chance that Goddess will reject you... But you will never know if you don't try. Goddess is someone who prefers to live in reality, a reality full of prosperity, good health and happiness... A good sub wants to provide all of this and not just read words on a screen... So what is Step three??? you will never know until you get past step 1 and step 2.... Do that and Goddess will continue to lead the way.

Until next time....

Goddess Liv